a word means time

sometimes,

i feel like having a thousand of friends

while the other times,

i feel like having no friends at all

-Uswatun Khasanah                

i do make my self believe that most people must be have a thouguht like that, am i un-right? left?

yeah, true. i've felt like everybody loves me, like my habbit, and me too, on a good purpose, feels like wont do something that makes them hate me. its feel like world will always on its track and ALLAH S.W.T will always be there for me and love me like i love ALLAH too. ;')

BUT

i do realize that me, the one, who will be a very yummy target of hating. its like every body (most of) who loves me before, changes, and start to make a bad joke of me. its like whatever i do, its bad, and they love to give me some yuckie sight.

i felt it so many times, the wheel always whirl ;) its like redone somethings from A to Z again in every grade of your life. and i dont think that it was a bad thing. i've already did it often. so, there are no nervous anymore. (i hope, amin)

hem, just another story of my tought, thats one of my purpose makin this blog! ;D

cheerioo every bodeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh!

:)