FSRD ITB!

There's no one in my regular school get in to itb on last test at jakarta. No one.

I was really really frightened.
After knowing that most of my bintang merah friends has got to FSRD ITB!
I'm happy, of course!
But i'm afraid too. What if i don't get it? Huhuhuhuhu. And now. I'm in a real worry. My heart is beating all piece of time! And it's like i want to punch, hit, kick my self often because i too lazy to get my fat ass there!!
It's sooo SUCK!!

my school buddy, kimel, told me that she gonna enter b.m. And i really really wish that it could happen! :D
because, if there friend from the same school, i will be very motivated. Come on! Get in mel!!

ooh ITB?? Why are you doing this to me??
Please. I'm begging ALLAH S.W.T
if FSRD ITB is really my way, then make me do more effort and get in to it!! Please ALLAH.
Amin.